all the world's a stage!!!

Amazing Talaga!!!! Thank You Melvin For Yor Prayers!!! (You Of Little Faith... Why Did You Doubt???)

12:28 PM, Sunday, September 30, 2007 | Link to this post | 1 comments

I haven't got the chance to go back to my hometown for two weeks straight.

I have lots of schoolwork to do and a make-up class to attend to. So yun! I spend the whole day with Jefty sa house . Nag-aral lang ako for my exam tomorrow. Nakakapagod palang mag-aral nang buong araw. Haaayyy... Kaya break muna ako ngayon. Hehe!!! And since it's raining outside, hindi ako nakapunta sa Katipunan. Pumasa pala ako sa ES 26 last summer!!! Grabe! Ngayon ko lang nalaman. Ang alam ko kasi bumagsak na ako dun dahil hindi naging maganda yung finals ko. Isa pala ako sa 'Fantastic Four' na nag-finals dun sa ES 26 last summer. Ayun! We are 14 or 15 yata in our class tapos 4 kaming hindi exempted sa finals. After the exam, ayoko na talagang malaman yung result. As in hindi ko rin chineck sa CRS yung grade kasi nga alam ko bagsak na ako. Hindi ko pa rin kinukuha yung classcard ko. Grabe! Galing talaga!!! Praise God! And hindi ko talaga plano na i-check sa CRS yung grade ko ngayon dahil baka ma-disappoint lang ako. Pero I still checked it out. Kinakabahan pa ako while scrolling down the page. Tapos nabigla ako nung nakita ko yung grade ko!!! Wow!!! Gusto ko talagang sumigaw at tumalon sa tuwa!!!

Struggle ko kasi yung ES 26 last summer. Nahihirapan pa rin ako to think na 2nd take ko na yun. God is amazing talaga! Hindi mataas yung grade ko pero ok na sa 'kin yun! Wahahahahahaha!!! Amazing talaga!!!!

- Gian

Rainy Wednesday

11:30 AM, Wednesday, September 19, 2007 | Link to this post | 0 comments

It's a rainy day!!!! Got up so early for the UP Engineering Society Applicant's interview! I was assigned to be one of the panelists for today's interview! Haaayyy.. Kakatamad bumangon dahil ang lamig! Woke up as early as 6:30am and went to school at 8. The interview went well. It was so fun 'grilling' the applicants! Hahahahaha!!!! Some of them cried during the interview and some really did well. Gosh! I didn't notice that I'm becoming one of the most 'notorious interviewer' Eng'g Soc has ever had! Wahaha! No doubt a freshman cried while I was interrogating her. Tuloy, I remembered my days as an applicant for that org. I was in 2nd year college back then. Actually, I also cried during the interview!

Haha!

ME 176 make-up class didn't push through early this afternoon. I also got the chance to meet the TA heads/reps of CCC. At hindi ako nakasama sa funtime ng Kalayaan Dorm Target Area!! Huhuhuhuhu!!! Pero ok lang! Nag-enjoy naman ako sa interview ng mga applicants kanina! Hahahahaha!!!

It was one heck of a rainy Wednesday!!!

- Gian

Cheers For The UP Pep Squad!!!

10:37 AM, Tuesday, September 18, 2007 | Link to this post | 0 comments

UP Pep Squad - UAAP Cheerdance Competition 2007 Champion!!!
Congrats mga Iskolars ng Bayan! We have the crown again!!!

I wasn't able to see the whole performance though. Naabutan ko na lang ay yung recap. Pero astig talaga! The opening was so energetic! (Maybe that's the reason why UP won over UST) UST also did a good job. But it looks like they lack the energy to perform which was quite unusual. Anyway, sa opening pa lang ng UP sobrang napa-wow na talaga ako! Astig!!!!

Congrats! Congrats!

- Gian

TOP 20 SCHOOLS

5:32 AM, Sunday, September 09, 2007 | Link to this post | 0 comments

This statistics is a result of the study conducted by the Professional Regulations Commission(PRC) and the Commission on Higher Education (CHED), based on the average passing in the BOARD EXAMINATIONS OF ALL COURSES of all universities and colleges in the Philippines. This study is concluded every 10 years.

Eleven schools come from Luzon, two from the Visayas and seven from Mindanao.

1. University of the Philippines (Diliman Campus /Luzon) (Ehem... ehem!!!)

2. University of the Philippines (Los Banos Campus/ Luzon)

3. University of the Philippines (Manila Campus /Luzon)

4. Silliman University (Dumaguete City / Visayas)

5. Ateneo deDavao University (Davao / Mindanao)

6. Ateneo de Manila University (Manila / Luzon)

7. University of Sto. Tomas (Manila / Luzon)

8. Mindanao State University (Iligan Institute of Tech / Mindanao)

9. Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila (Manila/Luzon)

10. Saint Louis University (Baguio City / Luzon)

11. University of San Carlos (Cebu City / Visayas)

12. Xavier University (Cagayan de Oro / Mindanao)

13. Mindanao State University (Main / Mindanao)

14. Urios College (Butuan City / Mindanao)

15. Polytechnic University of the Philippines (Manila / Luzon)

16. De La Salle University (Manila / Luzon)

17. Mapua Institute of Technology (Manila / Luzon)

18. Adamson University (Manila /Luzon)

19. Central Mindanao University (Bukidnon/Mindanao)

20. University of Southern Philippines (Davao /Mindanao)

if your school is one of the listed top performing schools in the Philippines listed above, please repost this and be proud.

- Gian

I Think I've Had Enough

8:27 AM, Saturday, September 08, 2007 | Link to this post | 0 comments

My life gets even more frustrating and complicated as the semester comes to an end. ME 154 exam results were so bad that I had to do a 'walk-out' after my EEE 1 class yesterday because of frustration (because I don't wanna talk to everyone about that unfairly administered exam last Monday). I feel like crying after knowing what my score is. I know I've done my part. I've studied well and tried to learn everything. And it gets so unfair knowing that a classmate of mine who haven't been regularly attending classes and just studied for like 2 hours (or less) before the exam got a passing mark! Why the hell did that happen? I started asking myself what's wrong with me and I can't still figure out the answer. I really wanna scream at that moment after seeing my exam paper at the ME department secretary's desk. What have I done wrong? Melvin gave me a call yesterday during the PSME meeting and I told him everything. (It really stinks bro, like what you've said!) I think he got frustrated too because he prayed for me right before the exam. I thought it will all go very well but I was so wrong. Add the fact that I'm struggling with heart issues these past few days.

I really don't know what will happen to me after this sem ends.

I've spent some time with Ate Flo yesterday over mango shake and fishballs. Kwentuhan lang about what's happening with me and how's my meeting with Melvin and all that kind of stuff. So syempre nagkwento din sya. I've had a great time with her though I need to leave early because of the PSME meeting.

Today is Saturday. Means rest day for me. But because of the ME 176 take-home exam, STS paper and report, and PSME matters, I can't find a reason to relax. Everything is giving me a hard time. But it's still good to know that there are people out there who thinks and cares for you even though 'you're not fixed!'

Yes, I've had enough. But I need to take center stage again sooner or later because the show must go on.

- Gian

Unsure....

10:49 AM, Wednesday, September 05, 2007 | Link to this post | 0 comments

I woke up this morning feeling unsure of everything. I don't know if our major make-up exam will push through this afternoon. I haven't studied yet for an upcoming major exam. I don't know what will happen to me today. Will I be happy? Is this gonna be the worst day of my life? My roommate greeted me, 'tinanghali yata tayo ah?' because I usually wake up earlier than him. But it's a Wednesday (means no class for me) so I decided to have a longer sleep. Besides, I haven't slept well since Saturday because of acads (and heart) stuff. All went well until after I took a bath and prepared myself to go to a place that I don't know. But this place might be the end of all my pains. I wasn't sure if I'm gonna do this thing. I started asking myself and tears started to well up my eyes. I asked God. Is this really necessary? I don't get the sense of doing it anyway. It doesn't matter to me anymore. Too bad it was too late for me to back out. I think I just did what I ought to do. I was having a hard time dealing with myself this morning. Kahit hanggang ngayon. It seems like I won't be able to live the life that I want. My heart is crying right now. And I think it's just alright for me to grieve....

- Gian

Pwede Palang Mag-Friendster Sa Eng'g Lib 'Pag Wednesday

10:23 AM, | Link to this post | 0 comments

Hahahahaha!!! Pwede ring mag-Multiply. Na-block kasi yung multiply sa DILNET just recently. Wahahahahahaha!!! Ang saya! Buti na lang wala akong class every Wednesday! Hahahahahaha!!!!!

- Gian

Magic 20! You Might Be One Of Them

7:35 AM, Saturday, September 01, 2007 | Link to this post | 1 comments

Got this idea from ATHENA TIBI. Haha!!! So much for the piracy.

These people, in one way or another, have affected my life these past few days. You might be one of them. This is in no particular order.

(WARNING: Contains 'fishy' statements.)

1. Bakit ang galing mong mag-DOTA? Kakainis ka! Hindi na ulit kita paglalaruin sa PC ko. Wahahahahahaha!!!! Kakainis ka kagabi... Ang galing mo rin sa CS. Bakit ganun? Waaaaahhhhh.... Anyway, thanks sa chooey choco na binigay mo! Hahahaha! Pinaltan ko na yun ng Hersheys! Hehehe!!!! Next time 'wag ka ng sumali sa min. Kakainis ka. Kaya mo kaming talunin lahat!!! One day makikita mo ang bike mo na sira-sira. Ipapasira ko kay Poochi!!!! Wahahahahahaha!!!!!

2. Thanks for the warm welcome in your house last Sunday. You've been my family ever since. Sorry dun sa jologs na softdrinks na binili ko for you. Haha! Pero I know naman that you love me so much. Hahaha!!! I won't be afraid to buy more softdrinks for you in a jologs plastic. Hahaha!

3. Nakakainis ka dahil naka-graduate ka na! Well, musta naman ang 6 years sa UP. Wahahahahaha!! At susunod yata ako sa yapak mo. Hahaha! I won't be able to return your books yet because I still need some of those as reference materials. Hirap talaga pag ME ka. Musta naman ang review classes mo?

4. You, who never knows that I exist. I think I'm starting to fall for you but this is not yet the right time. I know that you still need some space after that big break-up. I know that God has greater plans for your life. Don't ever try to blame yourself for what has happened in your relationship. I think I love you.

5. You've been so good to me from the very start. Thanks for not giving up on me in spite of my immaturity. Sorry if at times, I don't talk to you straight in the eye giving you a hard time. I've been through a lot and you never fail to encourage me to just go on because God is with me. I love you because you've chosen to stay with me. Like what you've said, 'we're in this together.' Thanks for cheering me up and spending some quiet moments with me. Thanks for being there when I need someone to lean on. I didn't expect that our relationship would be as intimate as this. I hope that I would also be able to do something for you. I can't imagine living my life without you. I love you like I always did.

6. I'm glad that you've finished your org application. I hope that we could spend more time with each other again. Na-miss talaga kita! Minsan sobrang nagka-clash ang mga ideas natin pero you're still there. Haha!!! I would continue to pray for you. Thanks for sharing your stories of hurts and pains to me. I appreciate people who never hesitates to share their problems. But I'm not good in giving advices. Hehe! Thanks! Thanks!!

7. I know you chose to go your own way now. I still thank you for being a part of my life. You just don't know how I miss you. I thought that you're gonna be the end of all my pains. I was wrong. But I still promise to always be here for you. Thanks for listening to my sad stories and letting me feel that I am loved.

8. Ikaw na madalas mangiliti, magbago ka na. Wahahahahaha!!!!. Thanks for giving me a chance to sing once again kahit medyo sablay. Alam ko mas magaling ka sa 'kin pero kulang ka sa paligo. Wahahahahaha!!! I just hope that I could sing again without these struggles. Hirap palang kumanta 'pag hindi maayos ang heart mo. Aaaaawwwwww..... Next time jamming ulit tayo. I'll sing then you'll strum your guitar. 'Wag mo nang ibenta gitara mo. Sayang! Wahahahaha!!! I forgot how to play the guitar kaya turuan mo ulit ako. Wahahahahaha! I can't wait to see you again. Love you so much.

9. For almost five years na magkasama tayo sa room, 'di pa tayo nakapag-usap ng heart-to-heart. Hahaha! I just want to thank you for being so nice to me. Alam ko nakukulitan ka sa akin minsan. Haha! Pero kukulitin pa rin kita. Hehe! Thanks sa mga softwares na pinahiram mo at sa mag kung anu-anong gadgets na nakakalat sa room na pwede kong gamitin kahit walang paalam. Wahahahaha! Manlibre ka naman! Balita ko malaki kinikita mo sa business mo. Wahahahahaha!!! Sana ma-delay ka rin ng isang sem! Wahahahahaha!!! (evil laugh!!!) Joke!!! See yah soon!

10. I know that you don't want me to depend on you but I grew up always depending on someone. I grew up with you. I know that you're kinda irritated with me whenever I try to 'fish.' But that's my love language.

You've hurt me a lot and I know that I've hurt you too. But I think those hurts made us stronger. We've been through a lot. I'll now make it up to you. Thanks for being a nice brother. Thanks for listening to my 'kilig' and nonsense stories. I thank you even for not talking to me at all. I know that you also have your own struggles and I'm always the last person that you would want to talk to. I hope to spend more time with you because that's what I want to do.

11. Sorry if I deliberately walked away from you. It's just that I'm afraid to start this thing again. I know you're trying to do your best to know me more and I appreciate that. Thank you for the things that you've given me. But I hope that you understand what I've been going through. The pains of the past. It seems like I'm having a hard time to let go of those. I still pray that I would be able to get free from this bondage so I can get in good terms with you.

12. How are you Best Friend? Tagal na nating 'di nakakapag-usap ah? I know you've been so much busy with your power plant design. Buti nga kayo power plant design na eh. Aaaaaarrrrggggghhhh.... If only I passed ME 186 last sem, kasama ko sana kayo sa hirap. Haaayyy... Exam na sa ME 154 on monday. I haven't started studying yet. And I also have ME 176 exam on tuesday. Haaaayyyy...

13. I thank God for giving me a chance to know you more. I realized that you're truly a servant and leader at the same time. You continue to inspire me with stories about your ministry. Thanks for understanding when there are times that I want to be alone. You're the best! Sana ma-delay ka rin ng isa pang sem so we can have more time with each other. Wahahahahahaha!!!! (evil laugh!!!) Joke!!!

14. Ikaw, sorry kung nasungitan kita kahapon. Ang kulit mo kasi eh. Hay nako. Pero miss na rin kita. Haha!!!! Mas mahal mo na kasi ang mga crush mo kesa sa 'min. Wahahahaha!!!! I love making you blush pag nandyan yung mga crush mo. Hahahahaha!!! Nakakatawa ka!!!

You've been so very nice to me. Swerte talaga nung dalawa mong crush! Weh!!! Hahaha!!! I'm always inspired by your heart for God. I'm still praying that I would also have a heart for God like yours. Hehehe!!! Nakakatuwa ka talaga! Para kang stuffed toy! Wahahahaha!!! May God continue to bless your life!

15. Wazzup?? Thanks for talking to me last Thursday after that super difficult exam. Haaayyy.. I'm sorry pala if I hurt you last time. You just don't know how frustrated I felt nung nagtampo ka sa 'kin. Ayoko kasi talagang mag-cause ng hurt sa'yo because you're so dear to me. Napa-sobra yata ang panglalambing ko. Hehehe! Anyway, thanks sa lahat ng help. God bless on your new career as a Praise and Worship leader. Way to go!!!

16. Ikaw naman... Marami na akong utang sa'yo. Wahahahaha!!! Ayan kakatext mo lang. Hahahaha!!! Sorry If i haven't been attending our general assemblies. I've been busy with more important matters kasi, matters of the heart. Hindi ko alam kung pa'no ako makakabawi. Haaaayyy.. Uy, ba't di ka na pumapasok sa 143 at EEE? Kaw talaga... Sa bagay, amazing ka naman. Kahit hindi ka pumasok pumapasa ka pa rin, 'di katulad ko na sobrang loser pagdating sa acads. Wahahahahahaha!!!! Magpahinga ka naman kahit konti. Masyado mong mahal ang org. Makakasama yan sa love life. Weh! God bless you so much!

17. Hahaha!!!! Sana marinig kitang kumanta nung kanta ni Timmy Cruz!! Wahahahaha!!! 'Di naman ako nagalit yesterday. It's just that I'm doing something and people started to butt in. Haaaayyyy... Thanks for being so nice to me. Makaka-graduate ka na rin. Mamimiss kita. Huhuhuhuhu!!!!

Sorry if sometimes I hurt you a lot sa pang-aasar ko. Pero I know naman na you won't be moved sa mga sinasabi ng people around you. Natuwa ako sa story mo nung pumunta tayo sa Caliraya. Hahahahaha!!! Parang wala ka kasing problema lagi. Well, just continue that attitude para ma-inspire lagi ako. Gosh! kinakabahan ako sa EEE 1 exam. Wala pa akong alam for the 3rd exam. Lagi kasi akong late eh. Huhuhuhu... See you soon! 'Di ko pa pala nababayaran yung chocolate kahapon. Haha!

18. Musta naman si Catalino Rivero Jr.? Ilang notebooks na ba ang nagamit mo sa pagsulat sa name niya? Wahahahahaha!! Kaw talaga.. Pa'no na si _________? Haha! Wala akong maintindihan sa EEE. 'Di ko pa rin maintindihan yung diodes at transistors. At kumusta naman ang Boolean Algebra? Waaaaahhhh!!!! You know what? I miss our Bible studies together with best friend and _____. Sayang 'di na natin naituloy this sem. Iniwan n'yo na kasi ako eh. All of you will be ready for graduation na next sem. Haaaaayyyyy.... Sa'n ako pupulutin nito?

God bless you!

19. I miss you so much! You've been so very busy these past few days. I just hope that you can still find time to enjoy with your friends. Sayang 'di ka nakasama last Wednesday. Anyway, sana hindi magbago yung password sa center dahil baka hindi na ulit ako makapag-WiFi ever. Wahahahahaha!! Sabi ni Jopi nagnanakaw lang daw ako ng bandwidth. Haha! See you soon!

20. Thanks for being so nice to me, for accepting who I really am. Thanks for sharing your stories nung nag-review tayo sa midterms ng math. Haha!!! Hindi tayo napigilan ni Chedeng at Dodong sa pagkukwentuhan. Sana bumalik sila. Wahahahaha!! Ang sarap makipagkwentuhan sa'yo! Tapos we share the same hurts pa when we were in high school. Haha! Mabuhay ang mag Valedictorian!!! Weh!! Thanks for teaching me to play backgammon on your phone kahit hindi ko talaga naintindihan. Hehe! Sana masagutan ko na yung Sudoku puzzle na pinasagutan mo. Waaaahhhh... Ang hirap talaga nun. Pero dapat madali lang yun. Hahaha!!! At sana naubos mo na yung Nagaraya na binigay ko! Kain ulit tayo sa Ersao one of these days.

- Gian